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This is Not my Life

from Electrostatic by Caroline McLavy

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lyrics

My body’s aching and my eyes strain to see
All I’m wanting some compatibility
I wake up and find I’m in someone else hell
You should know by now,
I’ve seen you here as well

My body’s shaking and the light hurts my eyes
All I’m asking for is a little comprise
I hurt myself every other day
My friends just look at me
And then look the other way

This is not my life
I’m in another world
There never was a dream
I have to where to go

This is not my life
I’m in another world
There never was a dream
I have to where to go

The day is waking and yet I feel so tired
The light is seeping into everywhere I hide
I am horrified by everything I see
And it stays with me, it leaks into my dreams

This is not my life
I’m in another world
There never was a dream
I have to where to go

This is not my life
I’m in another world
There never was a dream
I have to where to go

I am the manifest of everything I’ve thought
Of which the ownership
Decidedly it haunts
I try to separate from all I cannot bear
But what is left I find
Is far to less to care

So many questions are running through your head
Too much love or not enough
Do you wish that you were dead?

This is not my life
I’m in another world
There never was a dream
I have to place to go

This is not my life
I’m in another world
There never was a dream
I have to place to go

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from Electrostatic, released July 27, 2017

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Caroline McLavy Leicester, UK

Caroline McLavy is a British singer, songwriter, and electronic pop artist known for her unique blend of catchy synth-pop tunes and introspective, emotionally-driven lyrics.

Caroline regularly plays live gigs all over the UK, including Pride events, festivals, fundraisers and support slots. Look out for an upcoming UK tour ... more

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